Teh Scottie

So, i felt like I should write...but then I don't really have much to say...

This summer is interesting. I'm kind of regretting not just staying in minnesota, mostly because I am poor and need moneys, and if I had stayed I would have been guaranteed a job on campus, and then i'd have time to get a job in 'Kato too... Not to mention I am really missing pretty much everyone back at school. Still, i can't be that far from connecticut that long... who knows what I'll do when I end up permanently in Japan :-/

I'm rather bored here, I mostly just play video games, study japanese, and then go to work. Then I start over again. Whenever I end up actually hanging out with some peeps its just unsatisfactory...probably because I feel out of place. There isn't a single person here at home who I have spent more than maybe 2 days hanging out with. That number is increasing, but say last summer I had a few people I hung out with consecutive days, you know? Now its just different people one day to the next, and I kind of just feel third wheel. Im not blaming those people, schedules suck and you're less prone to hang out with someone when it takes effort to coordinate or whatever...

It's just lonely.