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So, considering that my wordpress blog is all happy times and good cheer, (mostly because I don't exactly know who's reading it and I choose to play it on the safe side), I'm going to revive this sucker and just maintain both. I also took a queue from ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif)
dreamerneva and organized friend groups. I think this one is going out to all ya'll, but consider it a favor if you find an entry locked for whatever reason, you probably didn't want to read it anyways.
So what's been up with me? I'm over this whole Amy ordeal, or I'm getting there, and its time to move on with me life. It served a good distraction to the sort of drag I went through this September. Scratch that, it served as a mildly destructive distraction which, despite its nature, proved helpful. I just KNOW that it means somehow now the clouds will part and everything that I wanted will fall into my lap...but it won't matter because I don't want it anymore. i.e., Tom as of late. Tom is my friend from Yorkshire (The one in England of course) who I had a brief crush on for like a week in September, then quickly got over it. Somewhere along the way we became friends, and now he comes and spends time with me alllllll the time. When I was in giggly stage a month ago this would have been amazing!... but now I have no distinct reaction to it honestly.
But yeah, that happens with me alot. You know what also happens with me? In October I get this mad unbridled need to be in a relationship. Click a few entries back to last year around this time and listen to me go on and on about Josh. Things with Marlene weren't even settled around then. Freshman year it was Vwaire. And then for some reason it goes away by Fall break. Of course, I'm in Japan right now and there is no Fall break, but oh wait look at that Fall Break just started for you peeps out there at Gustavus. What the heck? Maybe its the fall weather, this whole season that just make me develop crushes. I think it goes back to Acquire the Fire days, late Septemeber fun developed into early October flirting. Well, whatever the reason, time to get back to the other 10 months of the year in which I am sane. Or...mostly sane. For real though, I feel bad for the friends I've made here who must think I'm like this all the time. Guyzzz i swear the other 10 months I am a LOVE NINJA. Now I just have to wallow in embarassment and shame for getting so caught up in this.
Quick side note: November 24 Chrono Trigger DS comes out!!!!! Ahh, I might just be zealous enough to buy both the Japanese version and English. This is awesome btw, for anyone cool enough to get why. When I am nerdy, I am hardcore nerdy.
Also, Ill prob be posting about my awesome homestay family, random japan stuff, etc. here: runscottie.wordpress.com
embarrasseddreamerneva and organized friend groups. I think this one is going out to all ya'll, but consider it a favor if you find an entry locked for whatever reason, you probably didn't want to read it anyways.So what's been up with me? I'm over this whole Amy ordeal, or I'm getting there, and its time to move on with me life. It served a good distraction to the sort of drag I went through this September. Scratch that, it served as a mildly destructive distraction which, despite its nature, proved helpful. I just KNOW that it means somehow now the clouds will part and everything that I wanted will fall into my lap...but it won't matter because I don't want it anymore. i.e., Tom as of late. Tom is my friend from Yorkshire (The one in England of course) who I had a brief crush on for like a week in September, then quickly got over it. Somewhere along the way we became friends, and now he comes and spends time with me alllllll the time. When I was in giggly stage a month ago this would have been amazing!... but now I have no distinct reaction to it honestly.
But yeah, that happens with me alot. You know what also happens with me? In October I get this mad unbridled need to be in a relationship. Click a few entries back to last year around this time and listen to me go on and on about Josh. Things with Marlene weren't even settled around then. Freshman year it was Vwaire. And then for some reason it goes away by Fall break. Of course, I'm in Japan right now and there is no Fall break, but oh wait look at that Fall Break just started for you peeps out there at Gustavus. What the heck? Maybe its the fall weather, this whole season that just make me develop crushes. I think it goes back to Acquire the Fire days, late Septemeber fun developed into early October flirting. Well, whatever the reason, time to get back to the other 10 months of the year in which I am sane. Or...mostly sane. For real though, I feel bad for the friends I've made here who must think I'm like this all the time. Guyzzz i swear the other 10 months I am a LOVE NINJA. Now I just have to wallow in embarassment and shame for getting so caught up in this.
Quick side note: November 24 Chrono Trigger DS comes out!!!!! Ahh, I might just be zealous enough to buy both the Japanese version and English. This is awesome btw, for anyone cool enough to get why. When I am nerdy, I am hardcore nerdy.
Also, Ill prob be posting about my awesome homestay family, random japan stuff, etc. here: runscottie.wordpress.com
